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Please do not break the music from its .swf flash file.
You do NOT have my permission.

This is also just a preview of the song so I don't know what you'd want with a incomplete piece of music anyways.

Just a preview of a song I created. Again, still a bit paranoid over the subconciousness related to music as mentioned last time but I'm pretty sure the situation is just like Tempest.

This is only a segment of what the actual music piece will be. I think the final original music piece will be around 6-8 minutes. You can hear a clear mistake in the song but...oh well. It's only a preview afterall :/

Ironically, I found out after I named the song Lament that Lament also refers to a poem, song, or musical piece that expressive grief or mourning. I didn't know it had another meaning besides grief/mourning. Pretty cool if you think about it.

I did something I'm really ashamed of and this guilty conscience won't leave me. (That's what this song's about.) True, everyone makes mistakes...but I should have known better. I shouldn't have fallen for such temptation. I tried to make things right again but still... . Either I got largely ignored or they don't really care. I know people would be dissapointed in me if they'd find out, 'cause I know I'm really dissapointed in myself. I don't know if I'm over-exaggerating this or not, but I do know that this feeling won't be leaving me anytime soon.

And I probably deserve to feel this way. At least I know now that I have a pretty strong moral conscience. (haha. ha.) Can't seem to forgive myself so I guess the best thing to do now is just live on for the betterment of others. Maybe that's why this happened. :I Maybe it's the creator trying to tell me something...
One wise person told me that there are skeletons in everybody's closets.
I guess that's +1 for me.

Ahh, well. Enjoy my mourning song.
NOTE: No, I'm not explaining my story behind my lament to get comments of pity like "aww that sucks" or "I'm sorry that happened". :/ Yes, it does suck, no, it's not your fault. Just learn from my mistake, so you won't ever feel the way I do now. :[

EDIT:// Wow. I forgot to add:
Illustration inspired by the works of Alexandre Dumas. (my hero D': )
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Enchantixserenabloom Featured By Owner 3 days ago  New member Student Artist
Its so prettyClap 
Cuppycake103 Featured By Owner May 4, 2013  Student Artisan Crafter
It's really beautiful and powerful that now I'm crying...
Jellybeebee Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2012
This piece speaks the shame felt, it's a hollow feeling when you listen to it... Like you've been forced, in the sense where it bugs you so much but you have to do it anyway, to walk through a hallway of people who might not even look at you physically but feeling as if everyone turned away or is looking at you.

The pain seeping through every note given at the time (since it has been 4 years or so since you posted this preview), generally reveals some sort of mental pain. Like pressuring brought on by the inner self that is making you feel regret. I feel like I've felt this pain before, giving into temptation I would judge it as another person involved in the problem. Whether it was greed or lust, maybe even pride... who knows.

The piece, even if it is a preview, is astonishing and hypnotizing from the start with how it catches you in the beginning. From the fact that you could easily connect this pain to another source in said person mind... I love it.
Geodric Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2012
WOW! You are awesome! :')
Milch-und-Schokolade Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Awww, how cute ;__;
I like the drawing, btw
ketnetty Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2011
So beautiful ! Please let me sing it too . can you tell me the notes from both hands ?
ketnetty Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2011
Can you please teach me how to play it ? I'm an amator but I wanna try to play all your melodies . can you please tell me the notes from both hands ?
GDefender Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2011
God I'm in love with this
CauterizeSetsFire Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2011  Student General Artist
I love it!:dummy:
ANA-RHO Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2011  Student Interface Designer
did u created that? O___O you are osom D:
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