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Please do not break the music from its .swf flash file.
You do NOT have my permission.

This is also just a preview of the song so I don't know what you'd want with a incomplete piece of music anyways.

Just a preview of a song I created. Again, still a bit paranoid over the subconciousness related to music as mentioned last time but I'm pretty sure the situation is just like Tempest.

This is only a segment of what the actual music piece will be. I think the final original music piece will be around 6-8 minutes. You can hear a clear mistake in the song but...oh well. It's only a preview afterall :/

Ironically, I found out after I named the song Lament that Lament also refers to a poem, song, or musical piece that expressive grief or mourning. I didn't know it had another meaning besides grief/mourning. Pretty cool if you think about it.

I did something I'm really ashamed of and this guilty conscience won't leave me. (That's what this song's about.) True, everyone makes mistakes...but I should have known better. I shouldn't have fallen for such temptation. I tried to make things right again but still... . Either I got largely ignored or they don't really care. I know people would be dissapointed in me if they'd find out, 'cause I know I'm really dissapointed in myself. I don't know if I'm over-exaggerating this or not, but I do know that this feeling won't be leaving me anytime soon.

And I probably deserve to feel this way. At least I know now that I have a pretty strong moral conscience. (haha. ha.) Can't seem to forgive myself so I guess the best thing to do now is just live on for the betterment of others. Maybe that's why this happened. :I Maybe it's the creator trying to tell me something...
One wise person told me that there are skeletons in everybody's closets.
I guess that's +1 for me.

Ahh, well. Enjoy my mourning song.
NOTE: No, I'm not explaining my story behind my lament to get comments of pity like "aww that sucks" or "I'm sorry that happened". :/ Yes, it does suck, no, it's not your fault. Just learn from my mistake, so you won't ever feel the way I do now. :[

EDIT:// Wow. I forgot to add:
Illustration inspired by the works of Alexandre Dumas. (my hero D': )
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Enchantixserenabloom Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2014  Student Artist
Its so prettyClap 
Cuppycake103 Featured By Owner May 4, 2013  Student Artisan Crafter
It's really beautiful and powerful that now I'm crying...
Jellybeebee Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2012
This piece speaks the shame felt, it's a hollow feeling when you listen to it... Like you've been forced, in the sense where it bugs you so much but you have to do it anyway, to walk through a hallway of people who might not even look at you physically but feeling as if everyone turned away or is looking at you.

The pain seeping through every note given at the time (since it has been 4 years or so since you posted this preview), generally reveals some sort of mental pain. Like pressuring brought on by the inner self that is making you feel regret. I feel like I've felt this pain before, giving into temptation I would judge it as another person involved in the problem. Whether it was greed or lust, maybe even pride... who knows.

The piece, even if it is a preview, is astonishing and hypnotizing from the start with how it catches you in the beginning. From the fact that you could easily connect this pain to another source in said person mind... I love it.
Geodric Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2012
WOW! You are awesome! :')
Milch-und-Schokolade Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Awww, how cute ;__;
I like the drawing, btw
ketnetty Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2011
So beautiful ! Please let me sing it too . can you tell me the notes from both hands ?
ketnetty Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2011
Can you please teach me how to play it ? I'm an amator but I wanna try to play all your melodies . can you please tell me the notes from both hands ?
GDefender Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2011
God I'm in love with this
CauterizeSetsFire Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2011   General Artist
I love it!:dummy:
ANA-RHO Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2011  Student Interface Designer
did u created that? O___O you are osom D:
Eve1156 Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2011
This is really nice! Will you ever finish it? D:
Nightshine-Twilight Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:( sad song...
i can see ur grieveing in this.
UnfortunateDaisies Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2011   Traditional Artist
I want to downloads to my Ipod. > 3 >
Ice-blood93 Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2011
I really like this! I can really sense the regret/remorse in each note! I hope you will make more music since you're really good at that! :meow:
NyaNyaPlush Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2011
when you think about it, this song is kind of like a follow up to "kallisti"... or at least it sounds like it.

Beautiful by the way
BunnyDollStrawberry Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
I love it. If you don't tell people of you made a mistake they won't notice it. Keep up the work hon. I wish I could show off my music. But like you I'm worried someone already has my idea, also doesn't help I haven't finished them. So keep doing what your doing. I know how hard it is to create something and play it perfectly.
Kasami-Kat Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2010
That's... Beautiful and utterly breathtaking.
I hope to see this piece completed one day in the near future.
uaetaxi Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2010  Hobbyist
Woooow :wow:
Feinek Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
is pretty T---------------T
paper-imagination Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2010
i really like to repeat it again...and again and again

such a precious piece! I'm in love with it!
I really admire the way you play the piano!
RainCookie Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2010
Aww thank you! ><;; ! :blush:

I play it a little too fast in this version ;-;''
I have a slower one posted up on my Youtube channel.
Just a head's up :la:
paper-imagination Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2010
*W* you have a youtube chanel *w*
please let me find you~~!!
RainCookie Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2010
User name is RaincookieTV :la:
Haven't updated much but you should be able to find this music piece there *u*
paper-imagination Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2010
yay!! I found you

awm your music is so amazing! keep doing it that way

you are an admirable person dear!
UnearthlyVirus Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
oh, it's so beautiful, i love this music. ;u; <3 :iconiloveitplz:
Mogomojo224 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2010  Student General Artist
one word that fits all for this piece:
Amekuma Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2010
i'm pretty picky about my classical music i'll admit
but your music is amazing!
i can just imagine the story running through the notes
it really touches me (:
PeppermintCereal Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2010  Student General Artist
I love this~ I want a piano that sounds like this in my house... If only I coud find room for it ;o;
kittehmon Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2010   Digital Artist
WOW, i luv it!!
sexi-vampire101 Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2010
lovely. your music is AWESOME!!
RainCookie Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2010
Thank youu ;u; :heart:
HaipaPetal Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This is truly beautiful. The soft, higher notes playing with the low notes, it's contrast makes it sound so amazing. I don't know what it is about your music, but I love it. I would sleep to this, or just listen to it forever and ever. :heart: Thank you making such beautiful music, and I do hope to hear more.
TobiObito4ever Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Wow... How pretty. I look forward to the finished version. But take all the time you need. :)
heybuddy778 Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2009
ahh, this song just gets to me ;3;
it makes me think of a similar situation I went through recently aha;;;
the guilt never leaves, but this song, ahh this song just makes the guilt deepen
but in a good way :' )
sdaklsa hard to explain
anyways, lovely piece <3
RainCookie Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2009
Ugh, I know :c It never goes away... at least mine doesn't seem to plan on leaving anytime soon.

Thank you so much for listening :heart:
And for being able to understand my position--not many people seem to be able to these days... ~
Wow! This is something.
You know, i've been wanting to mix piano and orchreta with Hip-Hop beats, but I haven't the talent nor the programs. I do play the flute, though.
Reinen-Myrskya Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2009
So full of emotion! I likes. You have quite a lot of skill, being able to transfer emotion to something tangible like that. :D
Simply-Psycho Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2009  Student General Artist
coffeemaid Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2009
Alexandre Dumas is brilliant <3 d(>_<d)

and your song is too <3
66Angel99 Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2009
so pretty. I can really "hear" the emotions you put in this. ^^
Random-Gal Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2009  Student Digital Artist
:heart: :hug: :heart:

I pray things get better for you soon!
Your music is simply amazing! :dance:
mooXmooXluvsXyou Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
I love this, is so beautiful. I wish i could play like this.
also i really makes you think....
RainCookie Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2009
:heart: Thank you for listening~ :tighthug:
mooXmooXluvsXyou Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
DragonPancake Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I can feel the feelings of this music~ <3
It can't stop listening it! ;-;

Anyway, pretty image! 8D

Please make more songs~ :3
You're a good girl! <3 *hugs*
CLassicNightmare Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
you really made me about to cry QwQ
this song is really nice, so touching
i wanna be someone like u who could compose good songs like this xD
omo~ i can't stop saying that i adore u :heart:
RainCookie Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2009
Gah thank you ;o;

omo~ i can't stop saying thank you :heart:
CLassicNightmare Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:hug: :love: :heart:
xzYuki Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2009
It sounds so nice! I just wish i had that kind of talent =]
kilderok Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2009  Professional General Artist
You love those touching, heart-shattering high notes, don't you? :heart: :hug:
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